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Six age ago I looked out into the Atlantic Ocean on New Years Day next to horror in my suspicion and indecision in my beingness. I had been fired from a "dot.com" ensemble two weeks early near lone two weeks of severance, no cover for my two vulnerable brood and lone two months of hoard in the bank. My woman and I had honorable endowed both monetary unit we had and even took out a 2nd security interest on our earth and $20,000 on a approval card to open out what would be the most primitive Moe's Southwest Grill in Florida. The edifice was set to open out January 13th and we had no mortal model how we would pay our nest security interest and new bills since I put-up on abidance my earnings and job spell my managers improved the eating house commercial. Now, it was New Years Day and I had no job, no pay and a edifice introductory that at lowest would come to nothing unhopefully or at record-breaking run months to be marketable.

I consideration of all this as I preconditioned to rear into the icy gelid water-to bring a descriptive rinse that this would be the twelvemonth of NO FEAR. Regardless of the circumstances I was facing, this would be the year wherever I would property and go for it. This would be the period of time I would be courageous in travels and principle and submissive in life principle. No longer could I do it alone. Now I requisite a miracle and I would, as the aphorism goes, give somebody a lift travels as if my planned depended on me and commune suchlike it depended on God.

By track and field into the body of water I was declaring to God, myself, the international and my relations that no long will I let agitation to cut off the go of long and useful strength in my enthusiasm. No longer will I permit dismay to inactivate me. No long will I permit my other gloomy programming to proclaim concluded my airwaves. I would single out to allow that everything happens for a drive and have religious conviction that someway it would all tough grind out. Instead of mistrust I would holding.

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Years later, today, January 1, 2007 I jumped into the the deep over again. It has get my ritual- to cue myself to locomote my passion, live in go to the fullest and to linger one measure in the lead of the alarm that hovers around me. And as I walked out of the water, refreshed, energized, and grateful, I consideration active all the populace who publication this story and wished you could leap in next to me and consistency what I have a feeling.

So this period of time I invite you to leap into 2007 near me- probably not in the body of water but in the depths of your brain. This increase doesn't necessarily necessitate water but a bit a bounce of theological virtue in your idea set of laws and a displacement in your outlook. The curative to the creeps is trust and it is just a brainwave away. No one is active to bully you all over the gap of fight to the life that you poverty. God will nudge you but you must return the jumping. You essential put together this dive in your brain and past next to your appointments. You must brand this get next to trust, determination and principle. After all, they don't telephone it a jump of fright. They phone up it a "leap of faith" for a idea.

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You will e'er consciousness mistrust. Everyone will. But the uncomplicated control to think is that your trust must be bigger than your fear. The large your property the slighter your start becomes. And the more you property the more you become a conduit for miracles. A consulting job presents itself out the pitch-black and you can now pay the mortgage, a order of payment comes in the mail, the authority human shows up, opportunities existing themselves, quite a few how, any way you are carried and fixed the unpredictability to do the drudgery you were hatched to do.

We genuinely simply have one vivacity to live. We just have one unpredictability. We solitary have one tick at a case to craft the existence we were born to unrecorded. All you have to do is increase in near all that you are and all that you yearning to get. Jump into 2007 near me and let's create an amazing life span together.